Good, I'm glad that caught your attention ;).
It's kind of like the Mayas believed that the world was going to end, only to find out it was more meant as the start of something new and therefore the end of 'an old world'. There is a lot of chapters that I closed in the last few weeks and will close in the near future, my traveling days (long term), me living at home, etc. I have felt confused about all of this and have given it a lot of thought or well..mostly I went with how I felt and I realized what I already have. I have lived and lived and lived my life to the fullest, but doing so, I haven't built a life for myself or a place of my own. And I feel strongly that I would like some stability in my life or at least a place of my own. Never say never, but for now, I am moving towards my own home, a steady job, a life here in the Netherlands. And doing so, leaving a version of myself 'behind'. On to new adventures, perhaps less exotic than the ones abroad but nonetheless adventures I can call my own. Finding out what the fuzz is all about in growing up and all that ^_^. And it took some time, but I am ready to give it a shot and to explore 'normal' life for a change. And to no longer feel like I am 'in between' several lives, several homes, several 'me's'. And as people reread books, I can always reread and reopen a chapter. But for now, I will turn the page to a new story :). To be continued...